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Blue Stardust

by Mauricio Ibáñez

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1.
Nighttime comes I'm all worn out When I thought I could be free Here in my own house You show up With your stupid mind games Just what I need To ruin my mood I am sick of this Oh what do you want from me? Another bunch of bills? You said that you care for me But you are full of shit Why do I have to fix this? It's not all my fault Don't you dare to cross the line I'm done with arguments Why do we have to fight like this? You just bring me down All the words that come out your mouth Are hurting me I try to fight back But you always make the deepest cut Daylight comes I could barely sleep When I thought I could forget All the things we said I don't feel like getting out of bed Just give me five minutes to breathe I will lose my shit Oh what do you want from me? Another fucking car? You said I'm your everything But you are full of crap Why are you so fucking fake I can see through you Don't you dare to fool me again I'm done with hypocrites Why do we have to fight like this? You just bring me down All the words that come out your mouth Are hurting me I try to fight back But you always make the deepest cut Lunch break comes I'm not hungry at all When I thought I could believe We could get through this I don't know if I will go back home I might drive my car And get the hell out of here Solo Why do we have to fight like this? You just bring me down All the words that come out your mouth Are hurting me I try to fight back But you always make the deepest cut
2.
Rain Pouring down on me I'm looking down to the ground You shut the door on my face You closed your heart forever Pain Burning deep within I feel I've been discarded I feel like a piece of trash There's no turning back right now Yet still my heart Won't let you go My mind is just a Mess I can't fix No one else can fix me I don't care what you do Please try to understand me Because you are the one I want in my life I don't care I don't care What others have to say It's just between you and me Because you are the one I want in my life I don't care I don't care What others have to say It's just between you and me Between you and me Oh yeah Blame You put the blame on me I didn't do anything wrong I didn't do anything to hurt you But still you hate me Rage Your rage is just no good It doesn't let you be free It doesn't let you put your pain behind To let your wounds heal And I know that you just don't want to let go of this grudge My mind is just a Mess I can't fix No one else can fix me I don't care what you do Please just try to understand me yeah Because you are the one I want in my life I don't care I don't care What others have to say It's just between you and me Because you are the one I want in my life I don't care I don't care What others have to say It's just between you and me Between you and me Oh yeah Oh yeah Yeah Solo Rain Pouring down my heart I didn't want to cause this I didn't want to cause so much pain I still want to fix this Give Give me one more chance To fix your heart To fix your soul Please give me a chance Maybe you just don't want to deal with me Ever again My mind is just a Mess I can't fix No one else can fix me Please just give me a chance I promise I'll make it worthwhile for you Because you are the one I want in my life I don't care I don't care What others have to say It's just between you and me Because you are the one I want in my life I don't care I don't care What others have to say It's just between you and me Between you and me Oh yeah yeah
3.
Hold On 04:40
I've seen you crying before And I know What causes so much pain I don't know what to do I just know That this cannot go on And I try And I try I try hard to make you Stop from sinking any further Please don't fall apart and Hold on Hold on Because you are My love Just Hold on Hold on I can't see you Like this Please stay with me Please stay with me Your daily life's a drag And I know That you can't do a thing I don't know what to do I just know You're at your breaking point If I were next to you I just know You would be in my arms But I am miles away That's the truth I'm sinking like a stone And I cry And I cry I cry myself to sleep I just wish I could be useful Please don't fall apart and Hold on Hold on Because you are My love Just Hold on Hold on I can't see you Like this Please stay with me Please stay with me
4.
Today's the day I'm telling you How I am feeling Today's the day I'm calling you To say I'm sorry It's not so easy To recognize All the bad things I've done It's not so easy To recognize All the mean things I've said Please don't go Give me one more chance To make things right I'll make it worth it Please don't go Give me one more chance To fix this mess You won't regret it Please don't go away Away from my heart Tonight's the night I'm telling you How much I love you Tonight's the night I'm changing things To show you I care It's no so easy To recognize All the damage I've done It's not so easy To recognize All the shit I put you thru Please don't go Give me one more chance To make things right I'll make it worth it Please don't go Give me one more chance To fix this mess You won't regret it Please don't go away Away from my heart Hey listen to me I know that I hurt you so much But if you are willing I can do what's right I can fix your heart Hey listen to me I know that we can work it out Hey listen to me You don't want to dump me Like a piece of trash Today's the day I'm telling you The truth about me Today's the day I'm calling you To plead for mercy It's no so easy To recognize All the damage I've done It's not so easy To recognize All the shit I put you thru Please don't go Give me one more chance To make things right I'll make it worth it Please don't go Give me one more chance To fix this mess You won't regret it Please don't go away Away from my heart
5.
You just don't know how much I need you Night after night But you seem happy while I am Waiting here in my cold bed You have no idea how it hurts me Night after night When I say "hi" and then you just Leave a checkmark without a response What am I doing wrong? Can't you see I love you? I can't go on like this When you make me wait like a fool You texted "hello" when I was crying What a surprise Then I said "hi how are you?" but you didn't say a thing again My lonely nights are getting so bad I just can't sleep Then I talk with other people To forget everything about you What am I doing wrong? Can't you see I love you? I can't go on like this When you make me wait like a fool Hey I'm right here What am I to you? What am I to you? What am I to you? We met in person a few months back Oh what a rush I couldn't believe you would come and See me in the park under the trees Why had our first kiss in the evening Oh what a rush I looked at you and I felt tears Going down my face You're so so cute What am I doing wrong? Can't you see I love you? I can't go on like this When you make me wait like a fool I don't want you to think I'm needy But I'm hopeless Whenever we talk I am So happy to see you again I don't know what should I expect now I'm insecure Am I some kind of friend to you? What the hell do you want from me? What am I doing wrong? Can't you see I love you? I can't go on like this When you make me wait like a fool
6.
Sometimes I Feel alone In the night Thinking of you Sometimes I Feel detached From the world Thinking of you All I have now are the glowing stars Shining brightly in the dead of night All I want now is to be with you Even if you are so far away Away Solo Sometimes I Wish you could Live with me Thinking of you Sometimes I Cry all night In this room Thinking of you All I have now is a pic of you Smiling brightly in the morning sun All I want now is to be with you Even if you're just a memory A memory
7.
Betrayal 04:31
Why have you become such an ungrateful bastard Fucking piece of shit You are just a smiling hypocrite behind that mask You can't bullshit me Yeahhh There is nothing you can hide And nothing to forgive Nothing to amend Yeahhh Buying time to make it last And trying to twist my arm You know you fucked it up Betrayal Show your face Don't be a wuss You're trying to save face Betrayal Be a man And own it up You can't hide away from me No you can't hide I have used all of my energy to support you Fucking piece of shit You are just trying to take advantage of my goodwill You won't get a thing Yeahhh There is nothing you can hide And nothing to forgive Nothing to amend Yeahhh Buying time to make it last And trying to twist my arm You know you fucked it up Betrayal Show your face Don't be a wuss You're trying to save face Betrayal Be a man And own it up You can't hide away from me No you can't No you can't No you can't You can't Solo I have done more for you than anyone else could Fucking piece of shit You just don't know the meaning of the word gratitude Time to fucking learn Yeahhh There is nothing you can hide And nothing to forgive Nothing to amend Yeahhh Buying time to make it last And trying to twist my arm You know you fucked it up Betrayal Show your face Don't be a wuss You're trying to save face Betrayal Be a man And own it up You can't hide away from me
8.
So you came to me Crying like a lil boy And I wanted to help Because I am your friend I know things be hard But you are far from done You can get through all this You have little faith You don't love yourself And I can see your tears I want to make you smile I want to make a change But you are wasting time You can do what you want Days go by crying Blaming your bad luck Things won't change for you Unless you make something by yourself Shine like the sun Shine like blue stardust Shine like the sun Shine like blue stardust So I new day comes You're crying again Why it is so hard For you to understand That only you can change your life It's up to you It's up to you You must stop this now You will make it worse It's all inside your head Change your attitude Change the things you do You can do what you want You can turn things around Days go by crying Blaming your bad luck Things won't change for you Unless you make something by yourself Shine like the sun Shine like blue stardust Shine like the sun Shine like blue stardust Solo Days go by crying Blaming your bad luck Things won't change for you Unless you make something by yourself Shine like the sun Shine like blue stardust Shine like the sun Shine like blue stardust
9.
What lies beyond this old rock Shrouded in cosmic mystery Unique and frail at the same time Surrounded by dark matter No one knows for real Why we are here and how we came to be No one knows for real Why there is no life thriving beyond Earth Beyond this old planet that we all call home What lies beyond this old rock Shrouded by the vacuum of space Unique and frail at the same time Surrounded by lonely stars No one knows for real Why we are here and how we came to be No one knows for real Why there is no life thriving beyond Earth Beyond this old planet that we all call home There is no other planet like this There is no life to be found outside There is nothing compared to our Earth There is none across the universe There is no other planet like this There is no life to be found outside There is nothing compared to our Earth There is none across the universe What lies beyond this old rock Only the vacuum of cold space Unique and frail at the same time Surrounded by dying stars No one knows for real Why we are here and how we came to be No one knows for real Why there is no life thriving beyond Earth Beyond this old planet that we all call home There is no other planet like this There is no life to be found outside There is nothing compared to our Earth There is none across the universe
10.
What lies beyond your blue eyes? As I look deeper into your soul There is a spark Glowing like a star Shards of pure light In your eyes Shining like the moon I see water crystals What lies beyond your pale face? As I look deeper into your soul There is a spark Glowing like a star Shards of pure light In your eyes Shining like the moon I see water crystals Deeper inside you I can see the infinity of your being Deeper inside you I can feel the universe as a whole What lies beyond your gentle smile? As I look deeper into your soul There is a spark Glowing like a star Shards of pure light In your eyes Shining like the moon I see water crystals
11.
Don't Try 05:53
A m I going too far? Working like I'm possessed Even if I don't know What the outcome will be Working 'till I drop dead Going all out to win It's a jungle out there Be aware of yourself Nobody can stop me now no Nobody can tell me what to Do with my own fucking life Just trying to bring me down yeah Nobody can stop me now no Nobody can tell me what to Do with my own fucking life Just don't play games with me Don't try to bring me down Because I'll come back even stronger Don't waste your time with me Because I'll follow my own intuition Don't tell me what to do Because I'll never waste my time with nonsense Don't try Am I going too far? Sleeping is for the weak Even if I do know I am hurting myself Working 'til I drop dead Everything or nothing It's a gamble where I Risk everything I have Nobody can stop me now no Nobody can tell me what to Do with my own fucking life Just trying to bring me down yeah Nobody can stop me now no Nobody can tell me what to Do with my own fucking life Just don't play games with me Don't try to bring me down Because I'll come back even stronger Don't waste your time with me Because I'll follow my own intuition Don't tell me what to do Because I'll never waste my time with nonsense Don't try Solo It's a wild life for me Pushing forward to win Even if I don't know What the outcome will be At least I know that I Will go through sacrifice I don't care if you have Other plans for my life Nobody can stop me now no Nobody can tell me what to Do with my own fucking life Just trying to bring me down yeah Nobody can stop me now no Nobody can tell me what to Do with my own fucking life Just don't play games with me Don't try to bring me down Because I'll come back even stronger Don't waste your time with me Because I'll follow my own intuition Don't tell me what to do Because I'll never waste my time with nonsense Don't try
12.
Sometimes I feel so alone In this room by myself Even when the cat comes in And he curls beside me Suddenly you came along And you're so, so pretty Delicate like a flower And smart like an owl I never thought I could meet Someone like you Through all the pain I want to be with you I want to be with you in the rain My love for you is growing stronger Sometimes I get so restless Because you take your time I don't want to make you feel Like I'm desperate for love Your cute face just makes me blush And your eyes melt my heart Your hands are so lovely and I just want to kiss you I never thought I could meet Someone like you Through all the tears I want to be with you I want to be with you in the rain My love for you is growing stronger

about

This is my 9th solo album. It is a comeback to my rock roots. The overall vibe of the work here is personal in nature, many of the songs deal with my own emotions and people that are important to me in one way or another. People that have hurt me, people I have fallen in love with, etc.
I never address anyone by name but those people exist and remain anonymous to protect their privacy and my own. I would say that this album is very melodic. Fans of music with pretty melodies will enjoy this album. Thanks for listening and your support.

credits

released September 23, 2022

All songs written, arranged, performed, recorded and produced by Mauricio Ibáñez at The Music Lair studios.
Special thanks to Nikhil Korula for his piano and electric guitar work on "Hold On." You did great, man!!
Photography by Mauricio Ibáñez.
Cover art by Dazai Kurosawa.
Dazai's Twitter: twitter.com/_Drxmaturgy_?t=cKrJcaLmhyfayQEHA_HHow&s=08

℗ 2022 Mauricio Ibáñez
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Mauricio Ibáñez Santiago, Chile

Musician, songwriter, arranger, guitar player and music producer from Santiago, Chile.
My musical influences draw from the alternative and progressive rock realms. Main influences: Porcupine Tree, Steven Wilson, Blackfield, Radiohead, Dream Theater, Anathema, etc. ... more

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