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Dark Matter
03:04
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(Instrumental)
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Etched On My Heart
05:58
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You've been gone
For a while
And I can see
You no longer care
You've been loved
To the point
That I hurt myself
It's no good for me
Since I know you won't come back
Because you have made new friends
I wonder how things would be
If we could reconnect somehow
Oh I can't forget that face of yours
Your lovely smile
Etched on my mind
I can't forget your pretty eyes
Your funny laugh
Etched on my heart
You've been lost
For a while
And I can see
You just don't miss me
You've been stored
In my brain
Somewhere deep
buried in memories
Since I know you won't come back
Because you have made new friends
I wonder how things would be
If we could reconnect somehow
Oh I can't forget that face of yours
Your lovely smile
Etched on my mind
I can't forget your pretty eyes
Your funny laugh
Etched on my heart
Oh I can't forget that face of yours
Your lovely smile
Etched on my mind
I can't forget your pretty eyes
Your funny laugh
Etched on my heart
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3. |
Pressure
04:50
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(Instrumental)
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Trying Hard
05:54
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Sometimes I feel I'm not good enough
Sometimes I feel like I'm a waste
Sometimes I feel like I will never reach you
Sometimes I feel like I should give up
Sometimes I feel like I'm a shame
Sometimes I feel like I will never please you
But I try my best to do things
I really do
I am working hard to achieve things
I really am
I wish you could see me now working
I wish you could see me now trying hard
Sometimes I'm looking for approval
Sometimes I just don't give a shit
Sometimes I want to feel like I am worthy
Sometimes I really get you into it
Sometime I really feel like I am OK
But sometimes I feel like I am wasting my time
But I try my best to do things
I really do
I am working hard to achieve things
I really am
I wish you could see me now working
I wish you could see me now trying hard
Sometimes I feel like I'm the greatest
Sometimes I feel like like total crap
Sometimes I'm only looking for a smile
Sometimes I want to jump from a bridge
Sometimes I cling to dear life
Sometimes I want to go to sleep forever
But I try my best to do things
I really do
I am working hard to achieve things
I really am
I wish you could see me now working
I wish you could see me now trying hard
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5. |
The Real You
03:28
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There's something cute about
The way you look at me now
I cannot tell what is
The thing that drives you to feel
Fond of me all this time
There's something strange about
The way you live every day
I cannot tell what is
The thing that drives you to be
Nice with me all these years
I wish I knew
Beyond that mask of fear
Lies the real you and
You know it well because
I love you so, so much
There's something clear about
The way you express your values
I cannot go against
Your wishes because I know
You'll never change your mind
There's something sad about
The way I feel about you
I cannot go against
Your wishes because I know
You love someone else now
I want your love
Beyond that mask of fear
Lies the real you and
You know it well because
I love you so, so much
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(Instrumental)
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7. |
Get Back To Me
04:37
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Again it is time to sleep
But I just can't
I'm drowning in the night
The moonlight is coming thru
I'm sick and weak
I can't go on like this
I didn't want to feel so old
I didn't want to feel so lonely
If I could change my life for good
I don't want to be like this
Again I am on my own
You left me here
I'm drowning in my tears
The room is a mess right now
I'm cold and frail
I want to end this pain
I didn't want to fight with you
I didn't want to hurt your feelings
If I could change the things I did
I would find some peace inside
Get back to me
Please forgive me love
Get back to me
Don't be cold with my poor heart
I wrote a letter for you
But I don't know
If you will get my drift
The sunlight is coming thru
I'm lost and numb
I can't move on like this
I didn't want to feel so bad
I didn't want to feel so angry
If I could fix my aching heart
I would deal with this heartbreak
I don't know what to do now
I'm done crying
I don't have any tears
I'm going through all my things
Your pictures feel
Like fire in my chest
I didn't want to trash it all
I didn't want to burn our bridges
If I could leave it all behind
I would put an end to this
Get back to me
Please forgive me love
Get back to me
Don't be cold with my poor heart
Get back to me
Please forgive me love
Get back to me
Don't be cold with my poor heart
aaahhh
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8. |
Closeness
07:32
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The days go by
And I have strange feelings inside
The emptiness
Is growing deeper in my soul
I'm close to you
But I can't help drifting apart
Maybe someday
We won't have any words to say
Flying thousands of miles
Is it worth it at all?
I just don't know anymore
Flying just to see you
Is it worth it at all?
I just don't know
I want to see you again
But I don't know how to react
This feeling is bringing me down
The closeness is gone
I want to see you again
But I feel so insecure inside
This feeling is bringing me down
The closeness is gone
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to go away
I want you to be with me
I want to stay close to you
But it feels like forcing things
The days go by
You say you're worried about me
And you are right
But I can't tell you what I feel
I still love you
But I can't help drifting apart
Maybe someday
You'll be a stranger in my life
Flying thousands of miles
Is it worth it at all?
I just don't know anymore
Flying just to see you
Is it worth it at all?
I just don't know
I want to see you again
But I don't know how to react
This feeling is bringing me down
The closeness is gone
I want to see you again
But I feel so insecure inside
This feeling is bringing me down
The closeness is gone
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to go away
I want you to be with me
I want to stay close to you
But it feels like forcing things
Another night
Insomnia eating me alive
I know I can't
Do anything to help you out
I'm still your friend
I just don't know what to do now
I say goodbye
And I am crying my eyes out
Flying thousands of miles
Is it worth it at all?
I just don't know anymore
Flying just to see you
Is it worth it at all?
I just don't know
I want to see you again
But I don't know how to react
This feeling is bringing me down
The closeness is gone
I want to see you again
But I feel so insecure inside
This feeling is bringing me down
The closeness is gone
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to go away
I want you to be with me
I want to stay close to you
But it feels like forcing things
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9. |
Empty Shell
03:36
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Fire inside me
burning like an ember
Swirling, dancing
deep down my soul
Passion blazing
burning through the ashes
of the remnants of this love
Hatred, hatred
Hatred I feel for you
grows and grows like a massive black hole
Devouring all traces of humanity
Left inside this empty shell
Don't try to get into my life
You have lost your fucking chance
Don't try to get into my life
You have lost your fucking chance
I don't want to deal with your existence
I don't want to see you ever again
Sleepless nights
have fucked me over
Turning my mind
into a dark mess
Passion blazing
burning through the ashes
of the remnants of this love
Hatred, hatred
Hatred I feel for you
grabs and smashes my aching heart
Sinking further into madness
Left inside this empty shell
Don't try to get into my life
You have lost your fucking chance
Don't try to get into my life
You have lost your fucking chance
I don't want to deal with your existence
I don't want to see you ever again
Lost like a ghost
inside a hellhole
wandering pondering
left behind
Passion blazing
burning through the ashes
of the remnants of this love
Hatred, hatred
Hatred I feel for you
Bleeds like river of despair
Unrequited love in shambles
Left behind inside this shell
Don't try to get into my life
You have lost your fucking chance
Don't try to get into my life
You have lost your fucking chance
I don't want to deal with your existence
I don't want to see you ever again
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10. |
Fine Line
04:18
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I see you laughing behind my back
You are so mean and so cruel
You like to mock me no matter what
You get pleasure from my pain
You're a dick
And you keep that fucking smile like nothing
You fool
You think I don't notice all you do
I see you talking behind my back
You're a hopeless liar
You love to damage people's lives
You get pleasure from their pain
You're a dick
And you keep that fucking smile like nothing
You fool
You think I don't notice all you do
But there is
A fine line
That you can't cross
I dare you to come
say shit to my face
A fine line
That you can't cross
I dare you to come
I don't think you can!
A fine line
That you can't cross
I dare you to come
say shit to my face
A fine line
That you can't cross
I dare you to come
I don't think you can!
I see you talking to our friends
They have fell for your lies
You like to mock me for who I am
You're nasty piece of shit
You're a dick
And you keep that fucking smile like nothing
You fool
You think I don't notice all you do
But there is
A fine line
That you can't cross
I dare you to come
say shit to my face
A fine line
That you can't cross
I dare you to come
I don't think you can!
A fine line
That you can't cross
I dare you to come
say shit to my face
A fine line
That you can't cross
I dare you to come
I don't think you can!
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11. |
Frail Hands
04:08
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When I see you outside
I'm wondering how long
Will it take for you to fall down
How long 'till you drop motionless
I don't want to see you in pain no more
I don't want to see you work so damn hard
I don't want to see you lose your senses
I don't want to see you getting old and frail
When you look at your flowers
I can see your bond
Something special that can't be broken
Far away from everyone
I don't want to see you in pain no more
I don't want to see you work so damn hard
I don't want to see you lose your senses
I don't want to see you getting old and
Frail, your hands are frail
Still you can't stop
Even if your body aches
Frail, your hands are frail
But you know what
Makes you happy in the end
Everyday you work so hard
Gardening non-stop
Something special only you can feel
When you smell the roses but
I don't want to see you in pain no more
I don't want to see you work so damn hard
I don't want to see you lose your senses
I don't want to see you getting old and
Frail, your hands are frail
Still you can't stop
Even if your body aches
Frail, your hands are frail
But you know what
Makes you happy in the end
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12. |
Long Distance Breakup
02:13
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(Instrumental)
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Mauricio Ibáñez Santiago, Chile
Musician, songwriter, arranger, guitar player and music producer from Santiago, Chile.
My musical
influences draw from the alternative and progressive rock realms. Main influences: Porcupine Tree, Steven Wilson, Blackfield, Radiohead, Dream Theater, Anathema, etc.
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